Stupidy

Sick of being man who grant others' desire. This is not about getting back what I have done, all i need is respect. Some ask me for offers when & what they need, then I manage to grant it as far as i can reach. But here's one thing they should know is I'm utterly wrong for not being there for the ones i really falling for. Even I want the time back, but it's all gone. Said that They are here for me, the reverse is right. I shouldn't have believed it, i shouldn't have taken as part of me.
Let's assume that there are three kind of people, one is smart, another one is normal and the last one is dumb. The normal one would ask stupid one for help only if he needs indeed. But what he admire is the first one so after he suck all the advantages from that stupid one, he go back. Sure, he do! So what about stupid one! Nothing! Just go to hell you idiot! I m such an idiot.
Trying not to be pessimistic, But here goes......